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And there, in a blink of an eye, she was gone. Forever. The 57th expedition was a disaster, well not totally but to a certain person. Rivaille's squad that was considered elite of the elite was almost wiped out, only Rivaille, himself, survived.

The moment you and the Recon Corps entered the gates, families of the soldiers were waiting for their love ones return. Many weeped as soon as they discovered that the one's they are waiting for can no longer return to them while some was in huge relief after seeing their love ones return. Some soldiers were wounded, some were missing a limb or two but still, they were lucky to return alive.

As you made your way through the street, a certain middle aged man caught your attention as he approach the corporal. You knew him, it was your bestfriend's father, Petra. Rivaille paid no attention to him as the man keep talking as he holds a letter. He was talking about his daughter's dedication to him, or perhaps marriage.

Even though he doesn't show it, you knew deep down he was in sorrow. He was regretting everything. He never took a step on their relationship. It was platonic.

Later that night, you found him alone in the mess hall. A dimly lit candle was the only source of light.

You walked slowly on his table, the sound of your steps breaking the deafening silence of the night.

"Corporal, good evening sir."
You mumbled as you sat across the table from him.

In his entwined hands where his head rests, he sneaked up a glance at you but no words escaped his lips. His eyes were the one speaking for him. This was the first time you saw him like this, broken and devastated. Who knew that it only takes a woman can make the strongest soldier to be like this.

"I'm sorry...."
Only an apology was the thing you can mumble.

You wanted to cry, not because of the loss of your bestfriend but because the person you love can never love you back. Even so, you were desperate for him.

"Corporal. It was unusually to find you here in the middle of the night."

"Then what about you cadet?"
His voice came out in a raspy tone.

"It's just that...."

"Out with it cadet."

This moment, you decided to let it all out. You stared in his eyes, demanding for an answers.
"I know you are in love with my bestfriend."

"What if I am?"
He curtly replied, eyes flickering with fire as if challenging you to speak further.

"She loves you too...."

You words made his whole body tensed up and his eyes changes into something you would not expect. His eyes was filled of regret.

"And I love you too."
You intently watched his face, waiting for a reaction. You expected him to be angry for betraying your bestfriend's trust. Instead you saw his usual stoic face.
"Is that all you want to say cadet?"

You nod at him anxiously.
"Follow me at my office."

The walk to his office was once again filled with silence. As soon as you two are in his office alone, he pinned you on the wall in one fluid motion and started to kiss you hungrily.

At first you were taken back.

'Maybe he loves me too?'

No. You always knew that he can never love you. His heart will always belong to her and he was just using you to release all his frustrations by this. Even if it made your heart break more into a millions of pieces, you started to kiss him back. You brushed away the thought that he doesn’t love you.

'I’ll forget it all, just for one night. '

(A/N: For love of God! Here goes nothing…)

His hands soon found its way under your shirt, in your stomach and up into your ample breasts. He cupped it gently as he began kissing you down to your neck, earning a moan from you. From this point on, he couldn’t control himself any longer. He discarded away any article of clothing on you and throw them in unknown corners of his office and soon his clothings followed. Being fully naked in front of him made you conscious of yourself. You looked down on your feet as you used your arms to cover your chest.

Something’s wrong. Why isn’t he moving?

You looked up and saw him staring blanking at you. And his eyes… It showed

Emptiness.

A simple thought crossed your mind that only made the ache in your heart greater.
'Right now, do you wish I was someone else?'

AAAANNNNNDDDDD another short one from me.
I don't know anymore if Rivaille is being Rivaille or not.

Sorry! Its a bit rush on the end. I JUST DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE “THOSE” SCENES :(

Failed attempt. I was going to make a love scene between them and I was going to put this line

'Right now, do you wish I was someone else?'

When they finished it and Reader-chan was currently in sleeping heichou's arms. SHE WAS CRYING
But the love scene didn't happen, unfortunately :(

This time my inspiration came from my planner. It got some all kinds of poems from weather to forever thingies.

Once again, I don't support Rivaille x Petra

I OWN NOTHING BUT THE PLOT!

PS: It's a bit messy don't you think? XD
I wrote this last night and..... tadaahhhhhhh
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Angel434 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015
AHHHHHHHHHH ;A;
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CitlalliRocks Featured By Owner Edited Oct 29, 2014  Student General Artist
lol, no one support levi x petra xD 
but this made me cry! :'( poor reader-chan >< 
Good Job!! :D
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NoDesiredNameForU Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014
This is like novelas except good and awesome. It actually makes me think, 'Whats gonna happened next!?' Good job!
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iwearamask10 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awwww... This was cute
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225cdl Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
im sorry petra is nice and all...but i just didnt like her at all
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oOAnriOo Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014
 Clap Epic clap Clapping 
Same. XD
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manex12345 Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Same as well!
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Aot4life101 Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014
I ship Hanji x Levi!
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Keldiogirl607 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
oh my gawd. I ship it for life
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oOAnriOo Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014
I'm fine with that, but I prefer.... ERERI!! Either that or the two are forever alone. I don't ship Eren nor Levi with anyone else besides each other.
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225cdl Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014
XD *falls over laughing*
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oOAnriOo Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014
Heheh. x3
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PonyOverPainter Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014
Same I prefer Hanji x Levi or Levi x Reader :3 Sorry petra but nu :( (Sad) 
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SoulEvans12 Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
*reads "I dont support RIvalle x Petra"* PREACH I dont like that ship very much, but anyways this was nice bittersweet story
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iwearamask10 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
In the anime/manga auruo and petra seemed like a more likely couple... *please dont kill me*
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SoulEvans12 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
ikr!! i actually kind of ship that! not levi x petra I actually really dont like that ship
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iwearamask10 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Finally! Someone understands!! :D 
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SoulEvans12 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
ikr
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yullypop Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014
Me too
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Xylvie Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks!
I just realize... I don't regret writing these one-sided stories. XD

Oh yeah Reader-chan feel the pain :iconkiralaughplz:
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SoulEvans12 Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Feel the pain 
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K1R4-F0X Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014
I love this
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Xylvie Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks :D
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KirePapa Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This was awsome! Great job T___T
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Xylvie Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
THANKS!!
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KirePapa Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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animatryx Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
P.s. Submitted ur fic to readerxlevi cuz it should totally be there :))))) ;)
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Xylvie Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Accepted it :D
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animatryx Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
Thanks m'dear!
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animatryx Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
:'((((( Nah I don't think it's rushed at all. I think it's perf <3

It'd be cute for you to write another oneshot that kinda shows  what happens later on, if reader chan wins levi's heart or if she just decides to leave him cuz he's emotionally abusing her or if he ends it cuz he realizes that he's making a mistake by doing this and is hurting reader int he process.

Or you could leave it open ended. BUT I LIKE HAPPY ENDINGS TT.TTTTTTTT WAAAHHH

But really though, I loved your oneshot and thought it was amazing how you managed to make me feel reader's pain in barely any words because all of ur words were so meaningful and had a purpose behind them. Loved it. Really loved it. <3
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Xylvie Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
:iconmoeblushplz: THANK YOU SO MUCH :iconletmehugyouplz:

Yes! Levi is making a big mistake.... He should not think of what is gone but instead, think of what is left and treasure them

I just hope my write's block will go away soon... I can't think of any new ideas @_@
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animatryx Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
Lemme know if u need to bounce ideas off me ;) I'm always full of ideas that I don't have time to write or figure out how they'd work!
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minakoaino143 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
This is so good ;-; I feel kind of bad because I ship Levi x Petra, and apperently everyone else hates it xD but i can see why. And if Levi did that to me, I would sadly just make him stop because I don't want to be his replacement for Petra. But this was great :D
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Xylvie Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Aww sorry about that... But I respect the other's ships and I love Petra

Yup! I want to experience that kind of relationship... Ouch XD
But first I need to find someone like that 

Thanks! 
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Keira-Giordano Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Student Writer
oh gahddamnit levi!!!!! Y U SOOOOO MEAN!
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Genevievez Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014
I'm sorry D: I skipped the middle parts and just saw the first few paragraphs and the last paragraph, because if I read the whole thing, I'll probably be crying T-T It's a pretty good story still ^^ If I was in reader-chan's situation, I'll never let Levi touch me even if I love him~ I'll probably punch him till he gain his senses back LOL (Hopefully no running laps)
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Xylvie Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Uh... you basically skipped the 90% of the story xD

Thanks
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Genevievez Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014
Yeaa XD I went to read it again, this time the whole story >< Felt a little depressed but it's an awesome story still :D
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dorkyhipster Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Student Writer
No stop please STOP! My feelings they hurt! Just go and love someone that will love you reader-chan GO!
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Xylvie Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Reader-chan is so emo, she likes being hurt XD

nahhh just kidding.... Reader-chan is a martyr when it comes to love 
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kaoru-reisaki Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
HEY! THIS REMINDS ME OF :iconconselyea: and :iconsmexylevilover:’s “HUMAN NATURE”! IT’S REALLY GOOD. 

You should read it. :)

BTW, THIS MADE ME CRY. ;_____________;
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SmexyLeviLover Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
IM BACK HONEY BUNSSSSS <3333
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kaoru-reisaki Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I CAN SHEE THAT v.v
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kaprysab Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I don't think you can read 'smexylevilover' fanfictions anymore, since she was suspended after her last lemon, a goooood lemon. Omg y u do dis deviantart? ;-; Cry forever 
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animatryx Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
ah, and she's also been active on ao3 as well :) archiveofourown.org/users/Smex… and updated a victim and a slave.

anddd she just got her SNK harnesses and has been taking selfies all morning LOL even though she slept at like 4 am last night

andddd she promises she'll write bitch please chapter 9 before she gets back on da so she can shower all her readers with presents LOLOL ;D
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animatryx Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
haha u can read her fanfics and she'll be back june 19 ;) she was just suspended for 2 weeks LOL
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kaoru-reisaki Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
WAIT! WHAT!? WHAT LEMON!? She’s like a good friend and fan of mine, so I’d like to know. lolza

This is why I set warnings before posting things. Better be safe than sorry!!! xD

Also, if someone is suspended, is that like a school-thing ‘suspended’ where they band you from onlining for a while??? xD
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animatryx Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
ehhh she put it on strict and put all the warnings but her lemons still gave too many nosebleeds....

=.========|||||

so she'll be back june 19 cuz that's when her suspension ends.... :)

also she's been updating a victim and a slave if u keep up with that story XD archiveofourown.org/users/Smex…

oh and the lemon is from bitch please chapter 8 which is also on the ao3 link. ;D ahahaha...eh...*feeling embarrassed cuz the lemon is .//_//. esp cuz of the latest comment on chapter 8 LOL*
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kaoru-reisaki Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
........................................................................

*just read the lemon from Chap 8 of bitch please (which I have not followed; I didn’t read Victim and A Slave either)* 

*dies*

*born again*

*dies*

*repeat cycle like “All You Need Is Kill” manga and “Edge of Tomorrow” movie*

rofl

I’m glad she’ll be back though. I hope she wrote some other stuffs while away! xD (Not necessary lemon if you know what I mean *wink, wink*) Thanks for telling me! 

Six years in DA and I’ve been a pretty good girl. lolza
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animatryx Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
Haha well sent u a note to explain some stuffs so hope u got it!
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